sun shine

passion created by two opposite poles.. the merge of burning fire and chilling water,.. the water trying to put it down but get infused together and getting a glowing intimacy..  ...

Past holds on to you .. And makes you who you are.. cherish the present .. but past add more layers to it.. Like the wine it has aged.. to linger its sweetness.. to cherish its memories.. It cling on to you ... the wind blowing .. and the leaves are trying to break its bonds.. for the final pleasure .. of floating with the breeze.. but unknowing the broken bonds will let it die..  and withe away... But with the pleasure of cherishing till the last moment..

You want to escape in to the wilderness.. Where the wind can take you to the places you have never been.. Where the time and space doesn't bother you.. Which doesn't bind you to the materials around.. You want to escape in to your dreams.. Where no one will wake you up.. In to the world you build for yourself ...

me with no introduction conclusion and analysis is a free thinking soul always ready for a change and acceptance with no grudges and regrets... everyday is a new beginning and a chance for betterment .. living life to the fullest enjoying the breeze... cuddling to the warmth.. with loads of missing memories from the past.. done with schooling and college days. Stepping on to the professional world... On break before i start new.. meeting friends,family and relatives, catching up with sibling.. Today ( like always) i am gonna brush up my sketching skills.. This decision was taken every time i start over and have failed always to accomplish. but don't give up says my heart. So as a part of new chapter i am gonna draw and paste it here to keep me going.. Two paintings i did during my lazy days..                                          Expression of a moonlit wi...

The world is moving faster in to technologies and it is called the "development". But what really is a "Development" is a questionable thing.. Is it building a concrete jungle around us ? Losing out on the knowledge on vernacular architecture suited for the environment.. Or adding more number of vehicles on the road and building industries to make junk and polluting the environment so much that people can hardly breathe... And we will have to buy bottled air like bottled water as we see in movies..That time will come soon and we are developing in to it..  China is already doing it.. (http://edition.cnn.com/2014/04/03/travel/china-air-bags/) And their youth who work in this companies are succumbed to chemical poisoning so that we can be comfortable and be smart with smart phones and other gadgets. (http://www.upworthy.com/ever-heard-of-benzene-poisoning-me-neither-but-samsung-and-apple-have-1112) We do things to survive cutting down the  branch we are on.. ...

Lost , a powerful word.. Recently saw the movie "Fight Club" and it left me thinking for a long time.. Its hard to realise the truth that the materials we own in real world on us.. We are all slaves to the materials around us.. when i lost my phone for the first time in Delhi I had lot of attachment towards it. then i had to let it go and move on.. Then I got used to a Smart phone and again i lost it and it was even more harder.. I couldn't take it any more and next time when I bought a phone i asked the shop owner for the cheapest Nokia phone with basic function and I am happy now that it doesn't own me any more.. And I learnt a lot form those experiences, we should not allow us to be deeply attached to anything and then it will own you and break you down by leaving you one day..