sun shine

memories.. they never fade.. it grows with you .. cherishes you.. it lingers around.. as a smile.. or a tear drop... i miss those days ..  i never knew i would think and ponder about the past.. but its all coming back to my memory lane.. the feeling that you are missing something deep inside.. what is it.. the past is a strong feeling.. it just don't let you go.. i wish i could just go back in time and live in it again..

i want to fill my heart with all the positive strength i have.. with a strong wave of passion.. i want to see my light within.. to guide my path to the eternal.. the light which is leading me has got an inner power to heal.. to take me through the stone.. and to save my bleeding legs.. i want to feel the cold breeze.. touch the morning rays... feel the chilled water.. to live life to the fullest.  with no regrets.. no worries.. i want to flow freely in the wind.. come here and take me along..

empty blank .. wish i could just complete my incompleteness.. how.. why .. what is driving me.. confused.. yeah reluctant.. do i know it or just pretending not to know.. or was it just a mirage.. or a living in a dream.. and reality is not actually reality but just an impression like bored unenthusiastic life .. wish i could be a child again.. not bothering about anything.. i was so happy back then.. i just don't want to grow up..

Rumbling sea.. Rolling snow.. Drenched sun.. So do the sunshine.. Hiding its fears.. Composing the charm.. Yet swept by the winds.. Its turbulence so strong and heavy .. not letting anyone to pass by.. imposing its presence on all.. even the mountain Fighting to stand it..

HOW To Be Cheerful.. Happy.. Energetic.. Positive..  Have you ever felt that u  live in a crowd singled out and alone because every one you encounter has a problem and you cant fit in anywhere? Got hurt so many times and just don't want to open up and keep yourself detached from everyone? Or just because you act and think differently you will be an outsider always? I like to view only the good aspects of people and i try to carry it out as much as i can and trying hard to be that way.. that helps me to interact with people cheerfully not trying to think he /she have hurt me before. And if i have hurt someone knowingly or unknowingly i will try to correct myself.. Trying to c everything in new perspective like everything you encounter is a new place, new person and new situation helps me to forget the bad experiences. it might be the context at that point of time a person has hurt you, and it could be forgotten and forgiven as t...

lazy winter morning.. got loads to do .. but not doing anything..  that let me dive in to the  realms of i don't know what  want to find the truth  the reason behind my existence always intriguing why am i here for? was it really what i wanted? what  is it that my life for? the questions still unanswered its easier to understand people around but to know myself  its tough .... to know what i am..  its a puzzle i am trying to solve..  to erase the emptiness..  and in the quest hoping the sunshine  to lead me to the eternal..